2025-12-28 13:23:18

Contract Diary | Day 110

Today's account balance is 257U. Yesterday was 296U, and it was gone in a day—39U lost. The total loss has reached 243U, a number that reminds me every day.

Looking back at the account history over the past six months, it's a bit ironic:

September 10, 2025, first deposit of 500U
October 11, 2025, liquidation, zeroed out
On the same day, I reversed position and deposited another 500U
Five days later (October 16), withdrew all principal of 1000U

Then came a long silence. Until December 15, I finally gathered the courage to invest another 500U.

This journey has been very slow, with each number representing real silver and gold. Watching the account drop from 296 to 257, I understand clearly—the rhythm of contracts. Some say persist, some say give up. I am still recording here.

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CounterIndicator

· 7h ago

This is a contract, evaporating 39U a day is as easy as drinking water. Still recording, which means I haven't given up. Much clearer than most people. Can I still operate when it's 257U? Feels like I've already reached the limit. From a peak of 500 to zero and then turning around, this mindset is truly incredible. It's just one correct decision between persistence and giving up. This rhythm... feels a bit familiar, but I haven't seen anyone turn things around from here.

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ShibaOnTheRun

· 7h ago

It's been another day and it's gone, and the number 257 looks really uncomfortable Is it interesting to cut meat repeatedly like this, it is better to just go all in After half a year of tossing, it is better to lie down and hold the coin Gather courage for the third time... Dude, is this courage or obsession? Record the number drop every day, how painful it is to keep a diary

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OnChainArchaeologist

· 7h ago

Bro, this is the lesson from the contract, the money is gone but the records are still there. 257 to 296, watching the shrinkage happen right before your eyes, it really doesn't feel good. Repeatedly entering and exiting... I've seen this move too many times, honestly it's just gambling with your mentality. Stick to it or give up, the key is whether you can make it back next time. As long as the records are there, there's still hope, at least you're not fooling yourself. This pace is really slow, every trade is hard-earned money.

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DYORMaster

· 7h ago

39U lost in one day, this rhythm is really futures trading Another one, didn't set a stop loss? Entering and exiting repeatedly, feels like the mentality has already collapsed 257U still holding on, is it really conviction or just stubbornness

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