The story is about to reach a turning point.

In December last year, a leading exchange launched the annual "Top 100 KOL" selection. At that time, I had just over 10,000 followers. To be honest, I really wanted this honor because it would add weight to my voice and help me clear the labels of "scammer" or "malicious intent."

In June and July of 2024, I was almost daily active in the square comment sections. Sharing trading logic for free, helping people import indicators, customizing tools—none of these cost anything. But what was the result? I was still mostly regarded as a scammer. I was often criticized, but I thought maybe with this "cup," things could be different. So I started campaigning. I was too naive back then, truly believing the event should be fair, just, and transparent, and I never expected the behind-the-scenes利益链. Especially being someone with zero rebate—my commissions all went to the admins of the previous group—obviously didn't conform to some hidden rules.

In the end, I did win the award, but the process and outcome were far from what I imagined. My mom didn't get to see the award, but my son later drew me a certificate. Honestly, that certificate was worth much more than the trophy itself.

When I truly understood that the神棍运动 was just利益交换 behind the scenes, everything became meaningless.

Time quickly moved to January 2025. I regarded this month as a watershed—"神棍分水岭"—because the square started to see a大量大牛回场的论调, with people constantly citing last year's行情...